To continue that last ramble:
It ended. There was/is no hope. I can accept that. I now have to avoid said person for a time in hopes that distance will repair the tremendous damage.
I spent the last hour or so bitching to my dearest friend about how much my life sucks. She told my to shut the fuck up and deal with it. So I will (minus the "shut up" bit). I'll try to deal with it. I think I will succeed.
I have more things to worry about. I have a D in my history class (bull). My teacher is going to hear quite a rant, but hopefully it will be a just one.
I think that my previous appraisal of the situation was flawed, and it was more of my own poor judgment that this thing falls apart.
But it's not the end of the world.
There is hope. I just need to reassess things--edit my hypothesis.
Don't let anyone ever tell you that science class didn't teach you anything.
That's not to say it teaches you a lot.
I find life is a better teacher.
Much better.
How odd it is that I can move on so quickly... makes me question the veracity of my initial emotion.
I urge you to live your lives. I certainly won't let mine be ruined by one day.
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