Myrtle, the Wifely Nanny

Is it wrong to think that your attractions aren't real?

My previous infatuation is over. I lament the fact that so much time had to be wasted--that I had to feel so crappy and lose a potential friend in the process.

But I've now found someone else, potentially, and they've expressed interest. It just makes me wonder: Is this going to end the same way?

If anything actually happens, then this will certainly be a more meaningful relationship than the last, but I can't help but think that it's in my nature to pursue people and then throw them aside like garbage. And that's the last thing I want to do. I care about this person, and would prefer not to burn any bridges if this doesn't work out.

In other news, I can apparently only write blog entries when I have some silly relationship drama.